Beginning To Crash?

I woke up this morning and began to let my day fold itself out and for some reason, I feel trapped inside myself. I couldn't exactly explain why, but yesterday, when I felt a desire to hear every conversation around me, is gone now. I am completely happy now sitting next to a construction site and listening to Bob Dylan wail out Desolation Row over my earbuds and type for a little while on my laptop.

I never heard back from Daniel about the recording session so I assume that I won't be blogging about that. Either way, I'm happy to be in Austin where there is plenty to do no matter what plans change. Leaving here is going to be bittersweet; I'm eager to move on to other places but everything just feels so right here. I've got until the end of the week and hopefully, I'll tire of it by then.

Even with the little of bad or negative sides that have come out of this, I'm still completely content with my decision. There hasn't been a moment, even with the blistered feet and closed-minded looks, that I have thought about regretting my decision in this.

The last hindrance I am working on overcoming is sleeping outside, I still have my worries concerning that. I know that they are ill-founded and the very fact that I still have them is contradictory to my preaching in and of itself but I still do. Hopefully, with time, I'll get over that and be able to pursue this more fully.

There might not be another update today, and if there is, it might be a pretty small one. I just feel like enjoying a beautiful day through giving it my complete attention.